Falling In Love With You

I Love You

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.


Love is something everyone needs in theirs life. Falling in love with you was the best thing happened to me . You been an angel to me baby. 15Th Dec was the time i pooped the question, we had ice cream and we were walking and talking till we found a park and we set there . The sky was so nice with the bright stars . We were lying down and watching till all the sudden a shooting star from no where past by , that time i knew it was time to tell her how i really feel about her . 15Th Dec 2006 2.20 am we official were couple . I love u so much Jillian and i was waiting for this since the day i met you . =)

* that poem is for u show u how much i love u baby !!

Always On Your Side

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

My Love & Life !

This is my life & soul, Jillian . She is the most important person in my life, without her i dono where i would be right now . I can say she is my guarding angel to me , she gave me hope, taught me what right and wrong & put me back in the right track in life . She didn't care who i was or how screw up i was , she advise me to be a better person that's what i loved about her . The 1st time we met haha omg i was stunned, seriously stunned . i couldn't even say hi to her ( that was bad) but after delesh intro me to her we just clicked, just like that . We were talking non stop while window shopping at pyramid. After talk and walking for so long we didnt realise time fly that fast and she had to go back , in my heart that time i never met such an amazing gal in my life and i want to get to know her but stupid as i can be i forgot to ask her number. After and hour i went to my friends house just to ask for her number lucky me she gave it haha .. At 1st i was scared to call god knows why then after 2o min i made the call and we talk nearly for 3 hours . I enjoyed every single thing we talk in the phone . That night we became best friends . She was the greatest person i met, day by day we got closer and closer . In this 2 months i see her at her best and at her worst as same she did for me but deep down my heart i was falling in love with her, every single day it was growing and growing but then i didn't know did she had the same feeling for me ? So i just let time decide . Then 1st clue she gave me saying that she likes me was flyfm hehe .. she dedicate a song to me James Morrison - You Gave Me Something . I was at klang that time driving back and i was shocked . I knew she liked me, then i had a smart idea i to join flyfm but this was flirty@flyfm. I ask her out for a date on air and i swear to god i never did that in my entire life haha .. Ever since that i was in love with her but i gave her space . Then 1st dec came she wanted to say over my place cause my close friend 21st birthday party . She met all my close friends and the best part was all of them liked her. They wanted her more that me lolz . But there was love in her eyes i saw it and i knew it that she was falling in love with me . That 4 days she stayed over at my house was the best times of our life's , we got to know each and other so much .I love her so much and i never going to let her go . Love is a something no one can explain but for me she is the one for me .

A Scorpio Lost Hopes Was Claimed By An Aries Touch

I'm back haha !! Will this topic is about me, my past and my present . For Some of you all u want to know who is Aaron ? So ill start here . I was a normal person till i was 15 or 16 years old that's when all problem of life fell in to my hands . Studies, Friends, School, Girls, Parents and lot more. For some of my friends they think I'm the rich ass kid that gets everything i want . Sadly i was like that the spoil rich kid . I didn't care about what people feel or if they are dying or sick . I was Fucked up in a way that time . Then 2 years has past my heart had a change i became more kind,helping people even sometimes i know i cant. My parents thought i was mad or something! I was in love that time i guess . I have change a lot since then time were good also for 2 years but the 3rd year everything started to fall a part cause college started and stuff happened . After the break up i was down and sad i did a lot of stupid thing like smoking& getting drunk everyday and it effect my college . In the end i drop out from 2 colleges that i went in to . For over 2 years i like that useless like they was no hope in me anymore . I thought that was it for me until this day 14Th Oct 2006 at piramid . Until now i still remember that look she gave me haha . She was with my close friends sisters and that was 1 of there birthdays . I was to shy or to stunned to talk to her i think. After that my friend intro me to her all then we just clicked talk about everything . Then be came best friends . In My entire life i never thought i could fall in love again but some how i had feeling for bit by bit , it was building up slowly but that time i didn't know who she feels. She change my life ,she made me realise that there is hope every time but you just need to look at the right place only . Even i know her know her 1 month plus but i think like i know her my whole life . A legend saids when a scorpion is trap around they enemy's it will sting itself and then die. I was in that spot but now I'm not ! thanks to her . She saved me from giving up for that i will always love her .

I love you dear so much thanks for everything !

A Demon With A Heart Of An Angel

This is my story, my life , my past and future . From the day i was born i felted that i was not the same with others . I didn't mix with a lot of people but time goes by it change . I taught it was good but something didn't feel right like whatever i touch, say or do ends up bad . I realise it for quite some time but till 7 years back, i started to believe in that crap until I lost my best friend(Sarah) . I promise to her younger sis that i will never talk about it so ill will respect it and i will never talk about it. I miss her so much and I'm sorry . For all that years i thought i was cursed . I was afraid that i will hurt the people i cared about and i don't want the same thing happens again. What did I do ? Was I bad in my past life ? Its not fair to take the people that i care about and love . TAKE MY LIFE INSTEAD FOR HEAVEN SAKE !! All this time i thought whatever i do will turn out bad but some one who is close in my life told me "You might be a demon but u have an angels heart". Then i ask : " how come ? why do u said that ?" and she told me " Demons bring all lot of bad things but your not that demon to me, you touch my heart and i trust you that you will not hurt me in anyway " Tears come out from my eyes but lied to her said i was not crying or tearing . I promise myself that if anything happens to her that ill be there cause the last time i was a chicken and i ran away from it . Not this time I swear with my life !.

Blood

Blood ( Empty Promises)

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

You better watch out
If you don't know whats going on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and lose it
You better join us
Before you get lost in the shuffle
You better rise against
The demons that are gonna try and hold you down

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your fucking game
I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve
The pressure, your troubled and you let me down
I'm not deaf and all I hear are your empty promises

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love!

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love
Yes it runs in your blood to betray the ones you love

Too All Who Back Stab Me I Will Forgive But I Will Not Forget And I hope You Know You've Lost My Respect. Close Friends Can Become Hardcore's Enemy . I use to say this last time " Your Enemy's enemy is your friend" Never Betray Me !!

LLS = Bad Part 2

Alright where there is good there is always bad,that's the sad part. Love Lust Sex = Bad now. But for me i don't blame people do this cause it human nature.

Love, okie the down fall or love is anger. Anger can make u do thing that you will regret. Love is not perfect you have 2 fight for it or you just fall . Jealousy is one of the most fatel dont fall for loves.Ill gave an example later in the end.

Lust , a lot of people can do things with lust bad or good . Well the bad part of lust is u don't think what u going 2 do to your partner. You just don't care if good or bad cause when u lust is in yourself you will lose control of every .

Sex, its the best part/juice part haha.. Sex can go bad trust me . You will enjoy it but when when u go back to reality if something happens there is no turning back . So PlaySafe hehe

Okie here is on example lar just cross my mind. Just say that you fall in love with your best friends wife, then lust come in both of u don't think what is wrong and right and next thing your know u had sex with her . Then 2 weeks after that she calls u telling that she pregnant with your child !! That's wicked wei !!

So control yourself haha .. don't take everything for granted. That all for now peace out

End Of Part 2

LLS = Good Part 1

Wow this my 4Th post in 1 day .. godlike haha .. LLS = Good. You all be wondering what the fuck is LLS ? LLS is Love Lust Sex , 3 common thing that everyone have . Let me ask your something how can u live without that 3 things ? We cant that's the problem, without love there is no lust and with lust hell no sex for you

Love , every need to beloved . Love can change you make u do thing u thought u can never do with someone , take you to new levels that u don't even know u can reach . Damn Love is strong i gave that for love . For me everyone should fall in love, without love then what the point of you living in this world if you don't have anything to love for!!

Lust , don't tell u all don't have that . haha young, old , new or pro lust is always in you. Just think how crazy u can go when your partner dress like a killa . Just imagine what lust can do to you .

Sex , haha every want to get laid being honest only. What good in it ? You will have a damn good time don't complain at all please don't !!

So that's LLS= Good haha. Well there is a bad side of it too . So await for LLS = Bad lolz

End oF PaRt 1

Between Angels And Devils

Angels & Devils who are they ? What are they ? Friends or Enemy ? Good Or Bad ? Do they excise ? Question after questions Who are they to man ? Answers easy everyone knows Angels is good and devils are bad. To me that's all bull shit cause they are all the same, you want to know why ? To men they do excise in them self cause with them we will not know if this world is good or bad .

If Angels,Archangels&Dominion rule this world, this world will be perfect and i know believe me this blady world is never a perfect place . Imagine rapist, murders, robbers & wars vanish just like that . Yes is good, we do want to live in that kind world but think about Passion, lust , rage , affairs, anger & sex vanish like that too, do thing human can survive ? 100% no .

Lucifer The Fallen Angel, he was an angel but he fell and he became the ruler of hell. Its because of him we can have all that . How can we live without passion , lust & sex . Without that we be like the dinosaurs in 2050 a.d gone non alive . To some people Passion, lust & sex is a sin, they say is the work of the devil no wonder some people choice to gays and lesbians , wait now is that sin or not ? Gay or lesbian ? I don't want to know

To me Angels and Devils do excise in all of us . Without them we cant live , we make our choices in life if its good or bad . I'm a non believer but i know they are around us everywhere watch us, guiding us true life . They are neutral we only choice that we want to come Good or Bad.

FriendsForLife

Jes My Loving Sister . Love ya a lot !


Eva My Pet Sis & My Gothic Angel In Crime hehe Love ya



Jill My BestFriend Thank For Everything Angel



Me, Nadia & Pui Kar .



Nat and Me At Jusco Jb



Me And Vanessa I miss you gurl And Thank For Having My Back



Tasha I miss You A Lot



The Gang
From left Up : CodyAka Bear Bear , Shulyn , Me , Wilson Aka Mad ass & Chingyi
From left Down : Eve , Bernard aka Fat Fark & Jessie

FriendsForLife

Friends ... Who are your friends ? Do know ? Some friends can be so close to you and some of them just want to fuck around with you . But thank god i don't have friends like that. Some of them are there with me till the end and some of them guide me true rough time. They are real friends who will have my back for life. There is one more person but i dont have his picture, he's name is kenneth . He is good friend to me and for a long time and im glad that he still is.

Peace out For now Keep Rocking !

Walk Away

Haha i thought i never blog in my entire life but what the heck lar .. I walk away from many things in my life . I nearly gave up for all means of living. I lost a lot of stuff along the way friends,close friends,family, best friends u name it but some how i have the strength 2 move on . I was wondering where on the blady hell i had this strength . Where did come from ?Was from me or from Someone .. It took me 5 years . 5 blady long years i wait for for an answer and yesterday i did answer it .. Well the answer is both . I met some one last week she was a miracle worker . I just knew her for a week plus but she made me realise something in me that was long lost in myself. Anger, Vengeance and Sadness was in my heart but somehow she go pass all that. Its like wherever there is darkness there is always light. This part of me was sealed from all the hate and now it out once more . Its been so long and I'm glad is out, its a good time after all i been true this year. Thank you angel ( u know who your are).

Well u been wondering why is this title is Walk Away. There is a song i don't think a lot of people hear it . They are Mad Of Gravity. The song the sang was Walk Away . Somehow it made me who i am now . Here is the

Lyric for Walk Away From Mad Of Gravity

Find me
I'm falling
And fooling myself that its flight
Imperfect
I plummet
And ponder
Pushed away on principle

Walk away and i stare
Would you stand me up again?
Wonder if I've said too much
And we never speak again

Forfeit
My furute
For feelings of few far between
Mindless of merciful Measures
Making ends preempt the means
And i searched your eyes for and answer
And shuddered at what i found there
As my skin shrunk away from conclusion
That you lack the strength to care

Walk Away and i stare
Would you stand me up again?
Wonder if I've said too much
And we'll never speak again

This is the way it has to be
That you would turn your back on me
And you and i hould walk away

Walk away and i stare
Would you stand me up again?
Wonder if I've said too much
And we'll never speak again
Never speak again
Never speak again

Some how this song gave strength to move on .. Well that will be for now .Peace out hehe