Friday, December 15, 2006

Falling In Love With You

I Love You

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.


Love is something everyone needs in theirs life. Falling in love with you was the best thing happened to me . You been an angel to me baby. 15Th Dec was the time i pooped the question, we had ice cream and we were walking and talking till we found a park and we set there . The sky was so nice with the bright stars . We were lying down and watching till all the sudden a shooting star from no where past by , that time i knew it was time to tell her how i really feel about her . 15Th Dec 2006 2.20 am we official were couple . I love u so much Jillian and i was waiting for this since the day i met you . =)

* that poem is for u show u how much i love u baby !!

Friday, December 08, 2006

Always On Your Side

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

Thursday, December 07, 2006

My Love & Life !


This is my life & soul, Jillian . She is the most important person in my life, without her i dono where i would be right now . I can say she is my guarding angel to me , she gave me hope, taught me what right and wrong & put me back in the right track in life . She didn't care who i was or how screw up i was , she advise me to be a better person that's what i loved about her . The 1st time we met haha omg i was stunned, seriously stunned . i couldn't even say hi to her ( that was bad) but after delesh intro me to her we just clicked, just like that . We were talking non stop while window shopping at pyramid. After talk and walking for so long we didnt realise time fly that fast and she had to go back , in my heart that time i never met such an amazing gal in my life and i want to get to know her but stupid as i can be i forgot to ask her number. After and hour i went to my friends house just to ask for her number lucky me she gave it haha .. At 1st i was scared to call god knows why then after 2o min i made the call and we talk nearly for 3 hours . I enjoyed every single thing we talk in the phone . That night we became best friends . She was the greatest person i met, day by day we got closer and closer . In this 2 months i see her at her best and at her worst as same she did for me but deep down my heart i was falling in love with her, every single day it was growing and growing but then i didn't know did she had the same feeling for me ? So i just let time decide . Then 1st clue she gave me saying that she likes me was flyfm hehe .. she dedicate a song to me James Morrison - You Gave Me Something . I was at klang that time driving back and i was shocked . I knew she liked me, then i had a smart idea i to join flyfm but this was flirty@flyfm. I ask her out for a date on air and i swear to god i never did that in my entire life haha .. Ever since that i was in love with her but i gave her space . Then 1st dec came she wanted to say over my place cause my close friend 21st birthday party . She met all my close friends and the best part was all of them liked her. They wanted her more that me lolz . But there was love in her eyes i saw it and i knew it that she was falling in love with me . That 4 days she stayed over at my house was the best times of our life's , we got to know each and other so much .I love her so much and i never going to let her go . Love is a something no one can explain but for me she is the one for me .